The Door's Once Again Wide Open

I have been turned down,
one and a time
I wasted my chance,
both consciously and unconsciously

I have been covering the truth
The truth that I buried deep down,
to kid myself so I won't feel guilty,
to shield them from worrying
Or

was it just my arrogant trick to look grand?


I say I don't like flowers
but I draw roses in my dreams
I swear that fire is cold
but fire lights up my dreams

And when I read that line
The next moment I started fantasizing my future
How does it feel?
To breathe the air I never taste
To step on the land I never see
Living a dream that once was burning?

And I see the green light ignites
I'm stepping on the throttle