Misery

I'm dreadful and feeling awkward. There are so many things I have to do. There are things that still undone. Worse, another problems start coming. And there isn't any certainty. I wanna go away. I've given everything up for this one. I don't want to feel any more disappointment. and I hope I won't. 

I have no one to talk with. Even if I have, they won't understand, they'll misunderstand. I'm alone. I'm all alone. I've always been all alone.

I know, running away won't solve my problems. But that's what you want to do when you're encountering so many problems, is it not?