I choose

Since the day I made that decision

I realize

People stare at me as I pass through

They look at me from head to toe

Some look down on me

Some show amusement or confusion

I realize

I could have taken an opposite decision

I could turn my world upside down anytime I want

People may still stare at me as I walk

But they would show different look

I'd have had all I've always wanted

Do everything I want without constraint

Be what ever I like without being questioned at

Hang out all night and go home late

Have fun with brats

and perhaps go on dates

I could have done that

I could

But I don't

I choose to believe in Him who knows me best

I choose to be patient and bury my beast

All I want will come to me at last

I choose to hide away my treasure

So that only one who's earnest enough will find the pleasure

One who sees me by the heart

Not by the clothe I wear

nor by the way I pull my hair

So, yes I choose to be patient

And let Him choose for me