Lelah dan Kecewa

Readers,,, kemaren gw dan temen-temen sekelompok sinematografi shooting buat video clip. Tepatnya di rumahnya fris, di Tebet. Bel pulang sekolah bunyi jam 2.45, tapi kita shooting di sekolahnya jam 3.15 an. Kita pun harus terburu-buru ke rumahnya fris. Tas Sisi dan Ruby ketinggalan..

Shooting di rumah fris dimulai pukul 16.30 dan dilakukan berulang kali take. Selesai shooting abis maghrib. tapi kita haha-hihi dulu ampe isya. Ketika kita mau pulang, ternyata kita disiapin makanan, walhasil kita makan dulu deh. jam 8 baru selesai, dan jalan sudah agak sepi. Gw, Wardah, Ruby, dan Vinny awalnya pulang bareng naek bajaj. Tapi gw turun di deket smabel trus naek 64, turun di bawah jembatan. Dari situ, gw naek metromini 62 dan parahnya, gw ketiduran di bus! untungnya gak ada yang nyolong atau ngapa-ngapain gw coz suasana bus wktu itu relatif sepi. bangun-bangun gw disuruh turun, dan gw mesti jalan kira-kira 300 m ke rumah karna gak ada metro mini lagi. Nyampe rumah jam 9 lewat dikit. Gw mandi, trus nonton tv ampe jam 11, lalu ingatan gw blank (a.k.a ketiduran).

Hari ini, gw ada atletik di sumantri. gw lari 100m dengan waktu 13.6 detik. Pulang dari sumantri, gw ke sekolah (bukit duri) buat ikut Study Club (SC). Rencananya,, selesai SC (kira-kira jam 1an siang) kita mau ngelanjutin shooting lagi. Ternyataaa... pada gak bisa dan gak on time. walhasil shooting dimulai lagi abis azhar. Awalnya kita shooting di tongtek. Abis itu jalan kaki ke Stasiun Jatinegara lewat pasar. Oke banget kan? trus kita shooting scene cadangan di pasar jatinegara. Terus kita shooting naek metromini di depan stasiun jatinegara. Dengan kondisi jalan yang sumpek, klakson yang mengaung ngaung, dan langit yang udah agak gelap, gw dan temen-temen shooting! Di metromini yang pertama, kita diprotes sama supirnya. gara-gara bediri mulu. Di metromini yang kedua, keneknya malah enjoy, mau masuk tv. haha dasar.

Selesai shooting jam 5.30 an lewat. dan Fris sudah harus pulang, akhirnya kita terburu buru lagi. shooting pun usai sudah setelah fris pulang, karena handycamnya punya fris. lalu, yang tersisa hanyalah gw, wardah, vinny, gifari, dan danang. Gw, wardah, Vinny naek (lupa angkot berapa) yang ke arah kp. melayu. Di sana, kita mencar ke tujuan masing-masing. Gw,, naek 02 dengan harapan turun di kalibata. ternyata... gw diturunin di asem baris dan gw jalan tanpa arah mau naik apaan lagi. Tiba-tiba,, gw inget bahwa di deket asem baris ada stasiun KRL. walhasil gw nyoba-nyoba pulang naik kereta. I had never went home by train before. That was my first time. gw gatau naik kereta apa, berapa stasiun lagi nyampe ke rumah gw. yang gw tau adalah stasiun deket rumah gw adalah stasiun pasar minggu. Pas gw nanya ke ibu-ibu berapa lama lagi stasiun pasar minggu, dia balik nanya ke gw,, "pasar minggu lama, atau baru?" jeng jengg.. gw bingung. gw bilang aja yang didepan robinson. ternyata itu pasar minggu lama. Well,, perjalanan kereta api gak memakan banyak waktu. cuma 15 menitan (dari stasiun tebet ke ps minggu).

dari stasiun pasar minggu gw naik 62 dan lagi-lagi 62 nya motong rute (jadi gw makin susah jalan ke rumah). gw jalan kaki lagi 300 m ke rumah. Nyampe rumah, gw TEPAR.. oke? kaki gw pegel pegel.. dan pikiran gw gak karuan mikirin sinem, Tes formatif hari senen, tugas seni musik.. pussssiiinngg...!!!! parahnya lagi,, ternyata besok gw GAK JADI ARCHERY. so, apa hiburan yang gw dapet minggu ini??

Mungkin gw akan mendapatkan ketenangan dan istirahat di rumah bersama mama tercinta.. tapi rasanya kalo gw cuma tidur, gw menyia-nyiakan liburan yang cuma gw dapetin 1 HARI dalam seminggu. (hari sabtu gak diitung libur karna ada Study Club dan kelas bahasa).

Tapi, gw mencoba menerima dan terbiasa dengan hal kayak gini. Sebenernya salah satu cara mendapatkan kesenangan adalah membuat semua pekerjaan kita terasa menyenangkan. tapi sepertinya susah gw terapin..

yahh.. sekian dulu postingan gw. I'll try to enjoy my time

Adaptation

Readers,, I'm getting used to my new routine. I'm getting used to sleep late, I'm getting used to face every exams, I'm getting used to have bad scores, and I'm getting used to be nervous so now I won't feel nervous anymore or at least I won't be as nervous as before.

cheers for a high school student

New post after being absent for a while

hayhayhayhaayyy.. long time no post..!! welcome back to me!

readers, there're some changes in this past 3 months [or so].

1. I [actually it is my parents] sold the piano! you know, THE PIANO! I'll probably never see it again. but It's okay for me, to be honest. By the way.. that day, the piano was dragged by the officer, and then i saw the back of my piano, which I never saw it before because it's been blocked by the wall. And there's a word. It says "221993". I don't know what's the meaning. My guess is That sign is a production date. Could it be?

2. My brother created a WiFi connection in my house!!! It doesn't affect me much, though. But,, for a small house like mine, a WiFi connection seems....rare and pretty cool. hahayyy thanks to that geniusbro.

3. There's no more TV in my bedroom. That's a pity. hhhhh... it's my mom's decision. [probably she wants me to study all the time!]

Well, that's all...!! I'll tell you soon if i get new informations hehehe, see ya!

realising that time has passed so fast

One year ago, on lebaran holiday, I was in my very good mood to read novels. I was in progress to finish reading my harry potter novel collection. And I finished it several days before lebaran. I also read Twilight saga, and other e-books downloaded from the web. I was a 9th grade student and that time happiness still clouding up my mind cause I'd just won a competition. Never thought about UN, not a glimpse. Only cared about my friends, my new class, my teachers, and my family. I played every weekend, and that's a routine. That's my life a year ago. Time's passing so fast that I have to run faster to stay along with it. A year ago seems like 3 or 1 month even a blink! I want to feel like what I felt a year ago. When peace is wrapping me, not thinking about my score, not thinking about a single subject. Not worrying how I'm gonna do my exercises or homeworks.

Perjuangan dengan barang bernama "Computer" dan "Windows XP SP 2.0"

Umur komputer gw udah 5 tahunan. Cukup tua untuk sering rusak walaupun pentiumnya udah 4. Pernah kira-kira beberapa bulan yang lalu, tuh komputer baru selesai nge-boot, langsung nge hang. gak bisa buka program samasekali. Paling banter sampe mencet "start". selebihnya nge hang. Akhirnya gw dan seisi rumah, mesti menggunakan "safe mode" untuk sekedar bikin dokumen pake microsoft office. Lalu keajaiban dateng. komputernya gak nge-hang! kesempatan itu pun gak gw siasiakan dengan langsung mendownload dan menginstall McAfee 2009. Awalnya pesimis, tapi ternyata berhasil diinstall. Langsung gw scan tuh komputer. ternyata ada se kampung TROJAN di komputer gw. zzzzttt...

nahh,, itu prolog nya. Bulan ini, kejadian itu terjadi lagi. Entah penyebabnya apa. Walhasil, gak ada cara lagi selain "reinstall windows xp sp 2". Nah, masalahnya,,, CD windows gw gak tau ada dimana. Seinget gw waktu itu ditaro di tempat CD. Berhubung gw punya 8 tempat CD yang isinya banyaaakk [kebanyakan punya abang gw..isinya program-program gitu]. Dengan sabar, satu persatu tempat CD itu gw jelajahi.

Hasilnya, gw menemukan 4 CD windows XP [bajakan] dan 1 windows 98 [bajakan juga]. dari 4 CD windows itu, gw cobain satu persatu gak ada yang bisa jalan. Selalu muncul "fatal error" atau "cannot boot from CD". Gw sampe keriting bolak-balik reboot komputer. selalu gak bisa. Mungkin komputernya udah tau kalo gw lagi capek, ternyata ada 1 CD yang ketinggalan gw coba. dan ternyata BISAA.....!!!! itu gw nginstall nya jam 2 an sebelum sahur. Dengan mata yang terkantuk kantuk, gw lengkapin data-data yang harus diisi dan sebagainya termasuk serial numbernya.

Setelah masuk ke desktop, gw langsung nginstall program-program yang gw punya spt : HP, scientific atlanta [modem], winrar [penting banget soalnya kebanyakan software yang gw punya dlm bentuk .rar], adobe reader [.pdf], opera, dan K-Lite Codec Pack [media player classic]. Akhirnya,, komputer pun kembali normal dan terlihat enteng [jarang ngehang].

Besok paginya.....

"dek, papa mau make word. komputernya udah bisa, blom??" tanya papa.

"belom paa.. aku belom install. CDnya gaktau dimaanaa.." jawab gw.

"yahh.. harapan papa sih, entar sore udah bisa dipake," kata papa.

"hmm.. yaudah, ntar ade install," kata gw.

Gw pun nyari-nyari CD installer Microsoft Office yang entah dimana. Gw nyari di kamar abang gw [emang kebanyakan CD2 ada di kamar si "network engineer" itu..]. Dan ternyata ada di tempat CD yang lain. Pas CDnya gw masukin ke my "brand new" komputer itu tautau.... 

"this program requires NEW VERSION of WINDOWS" 

Jengjeeeenngg.. seketika gw lemes.. haduuuhh mesti nginstall windows lagi. berarti yang gw install bukan yang "service pack 2 [sp 2]". Jah,, gw berjuang lagi nyari CD windows yang sp 2. setelah dicari-cari ternyata ketemu di tempat CD yang ada di kamar abang gw tadi. Alhamdulillah CDnya mau jalan. Tapi,,, setelah di tanya Serial Numbernya... gw bengong. Dapet darimanaaaa SN nyaa??!! di CDnya gak ditulis.. dan seinget gw, dulu gw pernah nginstall ulang windows, trus SN nya dikasihtau abang gw dan gw simpen di note handphone. Gw nyoba-nyoba masukin SN yang ada di note hp gw. tapi "not valid".. haduuhhh.. pusing aja deh gw. Buat ngecek siapa tau ada di salah satu folder di dalem CD, akhirnya,,, dengan berat hati gw install windows yang salah [yang jadul itu]. trus gw masukin CD windows yang mau gw install, ngecek satu satu folder yang ada disitu. Hasilnya nihil.. gw yang udah putus asa, akhirnya malah main hape. Notenya [yang kebanyakan berisi diary] gw bacain satu satu. cukup menghibur juga sih. nginget kejadian masa lampau yang penuh kekonyolan dan kecengengan.. hehe..

Tibalah gw nge scroll joypad ke note dengan judul "windows XP SN". huuuaaaaahhhh.......!!! ini dia serial number yang gw cari..!!! ternyata yang tadi bukan SN nya windows. Dengan semangat yang kembali menggebu-gebu, gw install lagi windows xp sp 2. Dan kodenya BERHASIIILLL...!!! waaaa gw seneng banget tuh. Perjuangan gw gak sia-sia walau ampe keriting. 

Epilog:

Komputer gw pun dapat berjalan dengan lancar. Alhamdulillah. udah punya opera, McAfee, winrar, Scientific Atlanta, dan yang terpenting adalah "microsoft office". FYI, kode dari note hape gw yang gw kira SNnya windows, ternyata SNnya Microsoft office. hahahhaaa... ternyata...

Mulai sekarang gw pun belajar untuk tertib meletakan CD dan jangan lupa menuliskan Serial Number. Karena itu sangat fatal...!! 

Well,, welcome back my new computer. Jangan sering nge hang lagi yeehh... hehee... :)

First Day of Ramadhan

No Eating

No Shouting

No TV

No Computer

No Being Crazy

No Gossiping

Back to school on Monday. Oh Noooo..!!! physics test on Monday! I HAVEN'T PREPARED ANYTHING FOR THAT!

hmmphh.. No School, please?? :(  

SANLAT [sidisrom]

readers, hari minggu yang lalu tanggal 16-18 Agustus 2009, siswa kelas X ikut acara SIDIS ROM..!! jadi, itutuh semacam pesantren kilat persiapan Ramadhan. Tempatnya di Bandung, SECAPA [cute ya namanya..hahaha] dan dibimbing sama DT. Ikhwan dan Akhwat dibagi jadi beberapa kelompok. Tiap kelompok ada kakak fasilitator [dari DT] dan kakak rohis [kelas XI].

There, we're given lessons, directions and ways about how to be a better muslim/muslimah. Each day, we had only 2 subjects or even 1 [I forget] which I think is too little [in junior high, I could get 3 till 4 subjects each day]. Actually, we spent most of the time there to joke, mentoring, and laugh rather than "diceramahin" [what's the word? to be lectured?]. FYI, for me, I spent most of the time to SLEEP..! 'cause I was very tired. beside, listening to the speakers just made my eyelids got heavier and heavier.

Yaa, jadi intinya, kalo lo tanya materi apa aja yang dikasih, gw gak akan bisa jawab dengan detail. karena selalu terpotong dengan BLANK dan GAMBAR HITAM. hehehe.. maaf maaf yaa..

gw adalah kelompok 8 which was mostly forgotten by the moderator, kak fahmi. Kesian kelompok gw.. kalo diadu dalam lomba kebersihan, kerapian, dan kekreatifan selalu kalah. asumsi kita sih, karena kakaknya gak tau kita klompok berapa. jadi, dia gak milih kita deh.. zzz kesian yaa.. but, as a good student of 8 SHS, we didn't give up. We still enjoyed our time there, we still finished what we were asked with our best. We still hope kakak-kakak mentor would give us rewards. Eventhough we didn't get what we'd expected.

In team 8, there were :
1. Widyani R [as our leader.. she's the best leader of the best, BTW]
2. Citra
3. Sarah [Sarah Shafa]
4. Sarah [Siti Sarah]= [my second twins hehhee]
5. Mutiara
6. Gemilang
7. Illa
8. Hilla
9. Dilla

And we got "yell yell"...:

Assalamu'alaikum [raihan's song]

Berhitung! [widya's part]
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8... kami dari kelompok lapan siap tanding untuk menang
tuwagapat [widya's part also]

(this one with "jagalah hati" song)
*Kelompok lapan, jangan diremehkan, paling kreatif, kamilah yang terbaik (2x)
Bila cari yang terEKSIS... jawabannya itu kami
Bila cari yang terALIM... lagi-lagi kelompok kami..
kami dari SMAN LAPAN,, ikut SANLAT kelompok LAPAN
bersama kakak yang baik, KAK HAWA dan FATHIMAH
Back to *

(and then, the part which i like the most....)
ciiit... ciiit... buuushhhh DELAPAN [robot movement hehe]

Allahuakbar!! (3x)





yup.. that's it. quite satisfying for us who were forgotten
That's all for Sanlat.. 1 real benefit I could take is.. I've got new FRIENDS and we were so close that time. esp in the night before going to bed... and also the photo session.. all photos we'd taken seem to have lots of memories.. :)

I'm trying to be mature

gw gak tau apakah gw cukup dewasa buat jadi anak SMA dan anak umur 14 tahun. Kayaknya kriteria dewasa gak ada dalam diri gw. Kayaknya gw masih cengeng, gampang down, sama bete. Apakah gw udah dewasa? Kalo denger kata "dewasa", yang muncul di otak gw adalah orang yang bicaranya udah pake otak, gak asbun, punya karisma, bijak, bisa ngadepin kenyataan, dan bisa memaafin orang. Bener gak sih opini gw?

Dewasa itu apa sih sebenernya? Kalo gw masih suka gak bisa maafin orang dan ngedendam, apakah tandanya gw belom dewasa? atau emang sifat gw yang ancur? menyedihkan banget sih gw..

Maafin ya kalo gw pernah dendam sama lo atau siapapun.. kalo gw pernah salah, atau pernah bikin kesel, atau suka caper, atau suka nyebelin. doahin gw supaya bisa berubah.

3 tahun lalu, kalo gw ngadepin hal kayak gini, gw pasti udah 'banjir'. bagus deh, berarti ada peningkatan, karna skarang gw gak banjir, tapi berkaca-kaca. :(

PERSEPSI yaaa ohh [free poem]

oh persepsi..

andai lo gak tumbuh dalam hati gw

gw pasti gak bakal mikir dia bego

andai lo gak pop up di pikiran gw secara tiba-tiba kayak jendela chatting msn

gw pasti gak mikir dia punya pikiran buruk ke gw [jadi intinya gw berprasangka buruk bahwa dia berprasangka buruk ke gw??]

oh persepsi...

andai lo gak tumbuh di HATINYA DIA

dia pasti gak bakal mikir gw anak yang sombong, bandel, dan gaya

oh persepsi...

kenapa lo gak numbuhin rasa senang dan bahagia ke semua orang atas GW??

persepsi yaa persepsi...

tolong dong, bilangin ke semua orang sebelum lo pop up di pikiran mereka..

bahwa lo yang bermuatan negatif itu GAK BAGUS... 

ini AMANAH, ya persepsi.. jangan ditinggalin. OKE?!! SIIPP 

Portal oh portal

readers... hari minggu minggu lalu [gimana sih ngomongnya? jadi double gitu -__-] ya intinya hari minggu deh, gw dateng ke sekolah buat ngerjain tugas. Abis itu, karena alasan tertentu, gw dan temen-temen pergi ke semacam pos siskamling [ga tau sih, itu bener apa nggak, persepsi hehe] yaaa pokoknya suatu tempat deket sekolah gw. Gw dan kawan-kawan berjalan kaki dari sekolah menuju tempat itu. Tempatnya terletak di tengah perkomplekan garuda deket sekolah gw. Di depan gang masuk komplek itu ada portal yang selalu "setengah" terbuka. pas lagi jalan.[...

monolog...] 
"capedeehhh.. mo kemana sih gw? udah sore nih.."

tau tau, pas mau belok gang.... ada portal!!!
sseeiihhhhh... dengan lincah, gw nunduk dan berhasil melewati besi panjang yang tergantung satu setengah meter dari tanah [kalo dari permukaan laut, 0 meter kali ya.. secara disitu banjir -___-"].
back to the story,, pada saat itu ada kebanggaan di hati gw. [monolog] "wetss, ternyata gw semakin dewasa, semakin hati-hati. bagus bagus. 3 tahun lagi gw ikut casting film matrix. hahaha"

acara di pos siskamling itu pun berlangsung dengan lancar seperti kali ciliwung haha. di tengah acara, gw ditelponin sama mama dan kakak gw, akhirnya gw izin pulang deh. gw mo telpon nyokap gw. pengen bilang, gw baru selese. tapi hape gw keburu mati. walhasil, gw minjem hapenya Oliv yang udah 'rada-rada'. sambil jalan menuju sekolah, gw berusaha nelpon mama gw. usaha gw gagal. gara-gara hapenya oliv keypadnya rusak. gw mencet 0856 yang keluar cuma 8 sama 6. perhatian gw pun terfokus pada benda kecil tak layak pakai itu. karena gw takut dimarahin mama garagara kelamaan, gw berjalan dengan full speed. berharap bisa nyampe sekolah dengan cepat.

tau tau....
TOOONNGGG... gw dihantam oleh besi yang diam. pada saat itu, kepala gw serasa ditibanin benda yang beraaat banget. abis itu celenut celenut. trus agak panas-panas gitu. serasa darah gw berhamburan kesana kemari. parahnya temen gw ga ada yang peduli. masing masing pada mikirin jemputannya yang udah kelamaan nunggu, jadi gw dilupain [sedih banget sihh :'(]. penjaga portalnya pun bergeming. dia kira gw angin kali ya?

sebagai siswa yang pantang menyerah dan rajin belajar (?) gw melanjutkan jalan cepat menuju sekolah. sampe sekarang, bekas jedotan nya masih ada dikit. untungnya, walaupun gw pake kerudung, benjolan nya gak keliatan. lucu aja kalo keliatan. hahaha.. tapi bukan itu yang gw takutin. gw takut ada penyumbatan di kepala gw. gimana donnngg??!! kalo gw mau cek ke dokter, mau diapain tuh kepala gw? masa iya mau dibedah?? [ya dirontgen lah sarr sarr. zzz -__-"]

dan sekarang harapan gw untuk casting film matrix hilang sudah....
[LOL! hahahaa]

Kejadian apes di hari Sabtu.. Apes nya BUKAN primata, lho!

Oke, jd gw mau cerita ttg kjadian apes gw hr sbtu lalu..

Jdi, hr sbtu gw ada acara. Di acara itu, kami dilatih untk fokus, sigap, cpt brpikir, dll. Trus, gw n tmen2 dibuatin yell2. Bagian akhir yell yell nya kyk gini : "maaf maaf dong, maaf maaf dong, kami ketauan bengong.."

Appes nya, tuh yell2 malah jdi kenyataan. Huek. Jadi, di pos ProbSolv, dika, tmen gw, lg ngejelasin jwban dr klompok gw. Trus krn gada kerjaan, gw nundukin pndangan (caelah, sar...) walhasil, pikiran gw wisata ke masa lalu, trus time traveling lg ke masa dpn (berandai2 gw berani nantang org di hadapan gw wkt itu. Haha..). trus, stelah lama akhrnya gw tersadar bahwa dr td tuh kk ngliatin gw [cari masalah bin kena semprot dh gw..]. Pas itu, dika blm berenti ngomong. Gw brusaha mencerna omongan nya dia. Tpi serasa pentium -1 , gw ga ngerti dia ngomong apa. Dalem otak gw, gw mikir... Mampus aja nih kalo tau-tau kk di depan gw nanya-nanyain gw.

Tak lama kmudian, terdengar teriakan yg scara gasadar, udah gw tunggu-tunggu. "SARAAAHH.. Mnurut kmu gmana pernyataan dika?!" akhrnya gw jawab semampu gw.. Dan kk nya ngangguk2. Gatau sih, maksudnya dia ngangguk-ngangguk tuh krna dia berpikir jwban gw bener, atau dia berpikir "ni anak bner-bener bengong"

Jadi, intinya... YA, BENER, GW B-E-N-G-O-N-G..!! Trus jadi kenyataan kan, tuh yell-yell?!!? Gw jd penasaran.. pnya ilmu apa sih, nih kk sampe bsa baca pikiran gw? Giliran gw pnya bantahan, kk nya ga suruh gw ngomong. Eeh..giliran gw BENGONG, kk nya malah nyuruh gw ngomong..!!
Bgitulah, sodara-sodara.. sama kayak nasib, gak bsa ditebak apa yg akan terjadi. [maafin gw yang tau tau gak nyambung. Lg error nih..]

Cita-Cita... nyampe gak ya??

oke, gw adalah siswa Indonesia yang bermimpi untuk kuliah di HARVARD, sodara-sodara..!! kurang sinting apa lagi, sih, anak yang satu ini??! Oke, ceritanya, waktu itu, gw lagi maen beken-bekenan 'future university' ama temen gw. [mengarang bebas mode : on]. kebanyakan milihnya universitas dalem negri kayak UI, ITB, UGM, dll..keren sih, tapi namanya juga lagi maen beken bekenan, jadi gw nyari yang rada langka, ya nggak? the first thing showed up in my mind was... HARVARD..!! kenapa?? karena tulisan harvard ada di sampul buku CAMPUS gw.. ahahha.. gak deng, eh iya, eh enggak, eh ah eh.. bbzztt..

the problem is,, tuh universitas jadi nyantol di otak gw... parahnya lagi, waktu itu gw accidentally ngeliat abang gw lagi nonton 'love story in HARVARD'.. trus gw malah nonton filmnya.. trus,, gw JADI PENGEN BANGET KULIAH KESONOOO...!!!wa lhasil, cita cita gw adalah jadi dokter saraf lulusan harvard sekaligus jadi ibu rumah tangga yang mendidik anak anak nya serta menjaga harta suaminya..

nah sekarang, the question is.. kira-kira gw bisa gak jadi kayak gitu? hemm.... berat sih.. tapi kayak yang gw bilang di posting sebelumnya, bahwa gw ambisius.. tapi entah kenapa, ya.. gw teringet bahwa kehidupan dunia hanya sementara. apakah gw hidup cuma buat belajar tiap hari ampe lumutan, masuk harvard, jadi dokter trus selese?? kapan gw belajar agama islam dengan kaffah?? kapan gw bisa ngikutin sunnah2 Rasulullah SAW? [wetsah rohis nya keluar.. hehehehee]

bingung bingung.. apakah cita cita gw yang satu ini mesti dilepaskan saja??
jadi inget kata-kata yang selalu gw bilang pas wawancara nih... "I'm smart enough to know that I can't always get everything I want".. hahaha klasik banget gak sih??

setelah 14 tahun gw hidup....

setelah 14 gw hidup di dunia.. gw baru sadar bahwa kekurangan gw adalah....... terlalu banyak kelebihan. Hahahahhaa.. ngaco abis...!! flawless amat gw yak kalo gitu.. haha. canda.

SERIUS [ehem] hal-hal yang gw ragu akan esensi nya [caelahh dapet perbendaharaan baru nih gw. hehehheee :D] dan gw bingung apakah itu baek bwt gw :
1. gw intra personal. sanking intra nya,, gw sampe berpikir kalo gw ini hidup. Dan gw didampingin sahabat yang bisa gw ajak curhat. nah, sahabat itu adalah diri gw sendiri. percaya gak sih kalo gw sering ngmong sendiri...?! yahh misalnya, kadang2 gw pengen pulang sendirian, trus di metromini gw sering bergumam ngebahas kesalahan2 gw, ato hidup gw, atau apa yang gw liat saat itu, dll. [eh parah bneer nih anak. sinting ape gile, ye?]

2. gw ambisius. jujur, gw ini sebenernya ambisius. gw bakal kerja keras banget nget nget kalo gw udah pengen sesuatu. syarat nya cuma 1, gw bener bener SUKA sama hal itu. Jadi, kalo suatu saat lw ngeliat gw bermalas malasan atau ber-'ngambang' ria, tandanya hal yang sedang gw lakuin itu gak gw suka. tapi, kalo suatu saat lw liat gw semangat banget, tandanya I'm running for something I've been dreaming for. [caelah sar, bahasanya... -___-]


itu aja sih.. jadi menurut lw, dua hal di atas positif kah atau negatif?

TWINS....!!!!

okay, there're so many NEW twin couples I've known lately. I don't know why but for me, twin is something special [bukan iklan twin 'rokok' yehh!!!]. Seriously...!! having a twin sister/brother is like you're one person in two bodies. i mean, they [the twins] shared the small space in their mother's womb together. [Actually it's very rare, but if possible...they came from the same sperm..!!!!!!! How LOVELY is thaaaat...??!! And in my mind, if i had a twin sister, I'd switch my life with hers sometime [probably that could make my life a lil bit challenging and not boring. bah!jah!hah! sar...sar...]


what i don't like about twin is... why are people keep thinking that ME and MY BIG SISTER are twinnnsss...??!!! WE'RE NOT! and stop saying that my face looks like hers..because It doesn't! just because we wear veil and our postures have a similarity in height, doens't mean that we're twins. OK??!!

sarah shafa marwadhani and gina mxxxxxx are not twiiinns..!! is that CLEAR..??!! thanks :p

are you twins?? share your story pleaasse.. hhhheehhee

OSN vs MY MIND

Readers,, now I'm feeling 2 opposite feelings in a same time. [easy for you to guess] SAD and HAPPY.

why am I being so sad??
this morning, was the announcement of OSN medal winners. unfortunately, 2 [TWO] of my best friends didn't win that olympiad. SO SAD.. I don't know what to say to them. Because they've worked so hard -very hard- and I know that. But I don't want them to think that "it's unfair" or something like that. because in my opinion, that words don't have any essentials.

Talking about "essentials", I wanna tell you bout my happy feelings. Well, I'm so happy cause I've fulfilled my promise to Ka Aya. I promised her that I'd 'standstill' in that 'kaderisasi' untill the final test [for our [especially] MY safety, I'd better not mention the name :)]. That final test was today... and that means I'M FREEE....!!! I'm free to do anything in my leisure time from now on! [I didn't say that my friends who join that kader can't enjoy their time, cause everyone has their own meaning of happiness, and for me,, my happiness means : to do what i like and be what i want to! u know what i mean]

so, that's all.....................
BTW, As I'm sure that i will not pass that final test I told you before,,,,,, I'm preparing myself more seriously for OSN next year. Please.... that will be my first chance bla bla bla bla bla... okay, thanks..


[huuhh another unimportant but 'deep in meaning' post]

My Heart says....

Okay, I'm gonna stop posting in english. because I wanna chat and express my feelings freely.

mulai dari kehidupan gw yang berubah. 2 bulan yang lalu, status gw masih pelajar smp. sekarang, gw udah promosi jadi putih-abu-abu-er dan seiring kenaikan tingkat ini, yang pasti dan jelas, sebagian besar rutinitas dan dunia gw berubah. Fisik maupun batin.
sebelom masuk sma, gw ngerasa yakin bisa ngadepin perubahan ini 'easily'. tapi ternyata, gak segampang membalikan telapak tangan, perubahan ini 'lagilagi' diiringi dengan....yaahh hal itu lah.. [you know what].

perubahan yang paling saya rasakan dan ingin saya ceritakan adalah : perpindahan dari sekolah swasta ke sekolah negeri. Di smp dulu, guru gurunya ramah dan deket sama murid. kegiatan sekolah nya lebih seru dan relatif langka. exkul nya banyak dan beragam. kita bebas ekspresiin diri, ngambil jalur yang kita pengen. gedungnya bagus dan lebih nyaman seperti lapangan olahraga dan parkiran yang luas. kelas dan ruangan [kursi yang empuk, properti lain yang bagus] yang lebih nyaman, bikin kita ngerasa di rumah. murid satu angkatan yang gak terlalu banyak dan itu bikin kami jadi semakin akrab dan kuat. boleh pake sepatu warna apa aja, gak mesti item. ada baju kelas, baju angkatan, dan bajubaju kegiatan lainnya yang boleh dipake pas lagi olahraga. terus, culture nya beda. ngucapin salam ke setiap guru jika berpapasan dan meneriakan nama sekolah dengan senang dan hormat ketika kepala sekolah atau guru yang memanggil kami pada saat sambutan.

MOVIES

movies I've watched and I suggest you to watch too :

1. The Bourne Trilogy [identity, supremacy, ultimatum] action 

2. 30 days of night horror thriller

3. Pride and Prejudice romance

4. X-Men : Wolverine [i don't know where to put it. with the fighting and the battle... action or thriller maybe?]

When everything is perfectly provided...

I have a computer with an unlimited internet connections, home cable, my novel collections,  links where I can download movies for free,  links where I can download e-books for free, a PSP, a piano to be played, a 500-pieces-puzzle, a canvas to be painted..

I have so many things to do at home. why would I hang out? 

Home sweet home... 

Do You Know Mr. DARCY?

this time, I want to introduce -for you who havent known- the most gorgeous novel character I've ever known in the past 1 year. He is... FITZWILLIAM DARCY from Pride and Prejudice. I like both the character in the story and the actor [Matthew McFadyen] who played as mr darcy in the film. He played sooo well and one of the greatest actors and artist. I have inquired that he really appreciates arts, and literatures.

Here are some photos of him when he played as mr. darcy

It's Over

dear readers,

finally, UN is OVER. However, I "don't" feel any relief..!!

The test [science] was hard. It don't know if i could reach a perfect score on that test. But I really really do hope I could get 100 on science.


Now, I just have to wait for the results. [and the nervous comes up again]

1 more DAY, 1 last CHANCE

Yes, readers, there's still 1 day left forUN. 

I feel a little bit relieved that it will be over soon and I could get some rest. But in the other side, I feel extremely NERVOUS. why?? because I realise, by the meaning of "last day" it's also the meaning of my "last chance" to do better. Tomorrow IS my last chance to pay my previous mistakes [if i have any..on bahasa indonesia, english, and maths. But i hope I don't have any]. you know what i mean..

tomorrow will be the perfection of my efforts and hard-works in these past 3 years

Wish me success!

How Could I?

I'm STUCK with a novel in the middle of UN??!!  H-O-W   C-O-U-L-D  I?

This novel is... -a very great one- PRIDE AND PREJUDICE

This is such an interesting novel to read. [aside from its language style]

This Jane Austen's novel uses a-19th's british english. It's so hard to understand [for me]

I like the story,though. If you don't wanna read it, well, you can watch it. Starring by Keira Knightley and Matthew McFayden.

Wish me success for the final exam :D

my beloved teacher, get well soon,please!!

this is a really SAD news.  One of my teacher has a breast cancer. maybe, just a little of you have known this news.

I, as a student of her, feel extremely sad. I remember her effort in teaching me bahasa indonesia. She enjoyed her time in class. But it's a pity that some of my classmates ignored and made fun of her. how disgusting they were! didn't theyfeel sorry for her?!

please, stop teasing her. prove her that she's been a good teacher by reaching a high mark on bahasa indonesia final exam! Prove her that all her sacrifices of energy and time are not useless..!

Allah, please give her the cure for her cancer... Make it go away from her body

Mrs N, please get well soon. I can't wait to see you in my class again, teaching and smiling as a happy free woman...

Facebook???

Now, everybody loves facebook!! It's sort of website which help you to make new friends or if you already have friends, you can join.  chat with them and know more bout them. It's just like friendster and myspace. [I think friendster's getting old fashioned. hehe.. but i still have an account there, though]

all this time, I thought my teachers don't even know how to send an e-mail [ok, I'm exaggerating]. But I was shocked to see that some of them have facebook accounts. they are getting modern! fuuihh.. FACEBOOK!!

so now, not only youngsters can use the internet for fun. haha happy globalisation *lol*

School Library

I recommend you to read this post esp for you, who really like to read books, novels, or text books or anything else and you're a student of Labschool Jakarta junior & senior high.

Well, it is about Labschool Jakarta's school library. Temporarily, it's using an emergency room which was finished being built up approximately 4 months ago  [due to the fire tragedy on July 08]. But, 'emergency room' is not an ER you usually see in hospitals. Not also a small, dirty, hot room. Although I call it "emergency",  it is a big, clean, and cool room.

See? It also has complete collections of books. You can read newly published novels and other books! Like in this picture below... There are a complete Dan Brown Books, Harry Potter books, Twilight saga and other new novels. All the books in this library are very interesting!!! If you're interested in science and text book, you can find Campbell [international biology text book] and lots of scripts and thesis' which were made by Labschool Jakarta senior high students. 

Take  a look at this picture below!! It's a display box of 6 recent books. there is "my sister's keeper by jodi picoult", "Brisingr by [I don't know who]", and others..

AND...... Which is pretty cool, this library has internet and audio visual facilities...!! hehehe... You can browse the internet, and watch movies. It's free but you've gotta sign up before using. 

You want to practice your english?? In this library, there are dozens of english books. [in the shelf beside the copycat]

So, don't forget to visit Labschool Jakarta's Library.. But make sure you don't bring food or drink and also be quiet when you're in there. ss.

Ketika Politik hanya sebatas permainan...

Topik saya kali ini ttg politik [yahh langsung ngantuk deh..]. Hahaha.. memang, kesan pertama anak SMP seumuran saya, kalau denger kata-kata politik langsung bosen, ngantuk, syallalalalla... tpi, sadar gak,sih?? politik itu penting sekali untuk membangung sebuah negara. knapa? karena ini menyangkut para pemimpin negara kita.

Pemilu tgl 9 april 2009 yang lalu bisa dibilang berjalan 'kurang' lancar. Banyak peraturan yang dilanggar sejumlah partai politik demi memperoleh suara terbanyak. Warga yang memenuhi syarat tidak terdaftar dalam DPT. Warga yang sudah meninggal dunia malah terdaftar dalam DPT [inilah yang terjadi di kampung saya dan teman saya].

Sepertinya, pemilu hanya basa-basi untuk menyatakan negara kita negara demokratis. Padahal dibalik itu, orang-orang licik sedang mengendalikan keadaan. Lihat saja semua kekacauan pemilu yang saya sebutkan tadi. Yang lebih membingungkan, perolehan suara di sejumlah daerah. Masuk akal nggak,sih, kalo caleg yang tersangkut kasus korupsi dapat memperoleh suara terbanyak?? bisa ada 2 kemungkinan. pertama, caleg itu nyuap/curang. kedua, warga terlalu naif untuk dikibuli. Hal ini sungguh ironis.

bicara ttg caleg, kenapa,sih, orang-orang malah berebut jadi pemimpin?? Padahal, tanggung jawab seorang pemimpin itu sangat besar dan harus dipertanggungjawabkan bukan di dpan manusia, tpi di depan Allah S.W.T. ketika saya kelas 8, saya terpilih jadi ketua MPK. Saya merasakan begitu berat beban seorang pemimpin [padahal masih lingkup sekolah,lho]. Waktu itu, saya malu sekali kalo saya berbuat kesalahan. Dari pengalaman saya itulah saya bertanya-tanya. apakah pemimpin kita punya rasa malu ketika melanggar hukum?

Ketika menjadi penguasa, godaan untuk KKN sangat berat. ttpi pemimpin sejati harus bisa menahan diri dari godaan tsb. karena, kalo pmimpin itu gak bisa menahan diri,berarti dia GAK PANTES jadi pemimpin! Tidak hanya bisa menahan diri, seorang pemimpin harus punya wawasan mengenai negara, politik, hukum, serta hal-hal lain yang penting untuk memajukan bangsanya. Tapi readers, coba deh, kita lihat caleg-caleg yang jumlahnya bejibun itu. Apakah mereka punya wawasan yang cukup? Bukannya saya sok, tapi jika dilihat dari foto-foto yang mereka 'pampang' di sepanjang jalan, rasanya belum memenuhi persyaratan yang kedua. Kebanyakan hanya menonjolkan popularitas mereka atau wajah mereka yang menawan. Dan dengan sangat disayangkan, warga-warga dengan mudahnya tertipu jebakan itu.

Readers pasti tau sejumlah caleg artis,kan? Menurut saya, lolosnya selebritis menjadi caleg merupakan bukti lain kebobrokan pemerintahan kita. bayangin deh, artis-artis itu kan lebih banyak menjalani hidupnya dengan berakting. Sedangkan, untuk bisa ahli dalam bidang politik [saya yakin 99%] harus dengan latihan dan pengalaman yang saaannggaaattt banyak. gak bisa KILAT! Di layar kaca, mereka bisa saja berakting bijaksana, cerdas, dll. tapi sadar! mereka sedang 'berakting'! Intinya, karakter mereka di film bisa saja BERBEDA dengan karakter yang sesungguhnya.

Menanggapi hal ini, jelas, saya sebagai rakyak Indonesia merasa sakit hati. Memangnya negara ini sebuah permainan?? memangnya memimpin NEGARA INDONESIA yang BESAR ini segampang membalikan telapak tangan? SADAR dong, Pak-Bu Caleg! Kita ini di dunia nyata. bukan angan-angan. Jadi, toloongg.. tolong pikirkan dengan matang tindakan yang dilakukan. Jangan sembarang ikut-ikutan jadi caleg.
1. pertama, warga sudah capek dibohongi.

2. kedua, demi kebaikan bapak-ibu! daripada udah ngutang dan buang-buang duit jutaan untuk kampanye trus gak kepilih akhirnya mendekam di RSJ, mending duitnya buat jualan atau disedekahin. Toh, lebih gampang. gak stress, gak dihantui oleh masyarakat yang miskin sedangkan anda membuang uang untuk kampanye.

Maaf bila ada kata yang kurang berkenan. Dengan senang hati saya menerima kritik dan saran dari pembaca. [masih perlu banyak belajar untuk menulis...]

The Cute boy

well, this is about my old friend who is younger than me. I can't tell his name. So, let's say his name's A.

He's smart and artistic. But, something i've just realised about his face is...

his face is soooo cute that it looks like harry potter's face. [when Dan was still young]. He's cute like a little boy and still has that innocent look. Also, he wears glasses.

But as the time passing by, he's getting taller. Now, I'm just an inch taller than him. when i used to be inches taller than him. (?)

wysnaa

When You Say Nothing at All - Ronan Keating 6LGCP Piano

Publish at Scribd or explore others: Sheet Music & Tablat music piano

Responsibility

what would you feel when you lend your stuffs to your friends, and they lost it? or they return it in less than the perfect condition you gave them..?

well, i would feel angry. and that's exactly what happend to me!
so, yesterday, i lend my friend [he's a boy] my ruler. I've told him to use it properly, but seemed like he didn't hear it. [i think he's deaf].

I miss You!

This is my third post for today. It's a little bit too much, but i can't bear it anymore! I want to share my yearning for SC to you.

well, about 30 minutes ago, i read golda's pretty old post about the IJSO winners. And that reminds me of SC. When we used to stay up late at night to study, to laugh, and to cry [that's silly. kidding LOL]. My carantine friends and I always had meals together. sometimes we got bored. [esp me, nadiya, n windy]. Then, we started going crazy by shouting, making fun of something. Even one day, we tried to run away!! that was really fascinating. cool, runaway girls. haha.

So, the point is, I really want to invent a time machine [which is really impossible]. Coz i really want to go back and have every seconds of my days at SC. In the future, even if we meet again, I will not have an exact seconds i want [like a de ja vu]. That's why i desperately hoping to invent a time machine. but that way is not available too. So, now I don't have any ways to run my days at SC for the second time. That means my yearning is still burning [what am i talking about?]. The only way I know to solve my problem is... I have to be in heaven and pray for it [but i guess it's a little bit impossible, i don't know..].


I love SC.

Bad Day, Bad Girl

it's so easy to guess. Today is the bad day and I am the bad girl. Why?

This afternoon, "again", I found my weakness in logics. Teacher gave me 6 maths questions [u know, in maths we have to use our damned logic which I really lack in]. do you know how many questions i could answer? NONE. That's right. I'm no good in math.

So, here's my weak point: my lack of logics. plus, My IQ is so normal. so, If you ask me to play chess, or puzzles, or ask me funny quizzes, anything which need logic to solve it, don't expect me to finish it quickly. For ex my rubik's cube, I didn't actually solve it. I did a lot of cheats. So, what can I expect from myself?

Sometimes I think about it. Part of me says that, I have to be grateful of all achievements I've reached with no jealousy. But the other says that, most of my achievements were just lucky [I'm a slow learner, i mean].

Now, it's time for me to decide whether i choose the first one, or the second one.
Because I wanna be a good girl, then I have to choose the first one. I've gotta be grateful for the things I can, the things I've learnt, the thing's i've solved, and the most important, for the things I've done. May Allah always gives the best for me.

Silly and stupid.. -___-"

i'm in the computer room right now. and... another silly thing I've done this time is.. I fell asleep when mrs tina was giving the lesson. Because the lamps were turned off so, it was dark-comfortable enough to sleep. But more embarassingly, I slept with my head up and wide open mouth! how embarassing! Beo started babbling and gibbering. said that I fell asleep because I was tired after the campaign. [well, it's taris' 'the annoying boy' work. he calls me 'caleg'?]

When I finally woke up, i found my friend beside me, [diva] laughing at me. how silly i was.

Michael Learns to Rock - the sweetest surprise

check this one out, guys! this song is very easy to listen.
MLTR-sweetest surprise

Crazy..

looking at my room makes me think, "i have reached my insanity limit". i can see flanels everywhere, shirts and skirts not on their right place, my pen, my book, my papers, all my stuffs! I haven't cleaned it up.

Last night i worked hard on making my birthday present for my besties, fildzaaa..[happy birthday! by the way, it's been approx 1 week since her birthday] so it's kinda late, but.. better than no at all. so, I was planning to make a 'handcraft' made of flanel [sort of fabric], in the inside i put cotton so it would look like a pillow but a very smaller one. i made her name of it. then she could put it on her door, or keyring or as an accessory [what ever it is].

after i made it, then huuffhh,, i was very lazy to clean the rubbish. so i left them like that in my room. then, my family went out to have dinner. when we got home, i went straight to my room, i changed my clothes, and i just threw them somewhere i don't know. so, the mess is getting 'messier'. sooner i was fast asleep.

and this morning when i got up, i even got lazier to clean it up. now, i'm writing this post and my room still hasn't been cleaned up yet. how lazy i am!

My FIRST CUBE solved!

readers, 15 minutes ago, i've just solved my first rubik's cube mystery! aduhh lebay nih gw. yayayaaya.. pokoke gw seneng akhirnya selese jga. kalo gak, bisa-bisa jadi hantu penasaran gw. untungnya nggak. hehe.

well, i did some cheats [no, lot of]. jadi gw ngikutin instruksi 'youtube' gitu dehh. whehehe. but it doesn't really matter. in fact, i did it with my 'own' hands. cheers.

anak sinting

siapa anak sintingnya??? GW!!!!! sumpah, gw bego aabiiiiisssssssss!
ahh gapapa bntar lagi sma. ga bakal ketemu lagi. g'd bye fuc*ing man

Foto BT (buku tahunan)

Yeeeeaaahh.. Sabtu kmaren kelas 9e foto bete (o..yea). Jadi ceritanya PM dimajuin. jadi masuk jam 7..!! Could you believe it?! no! gila ae gw udah telat 3 menitan gara-gara di rumah sibuk nyiapin apa yang mo dibawa buat BT. Rasanya jantung gw udah mo copooott... soalnya my first class should had been mr. rosi's class (the killer one). But 'cause some reasons, he couldn't come. Fuiih.. gw jadi 'gak jadi' telat. (puyeng deh gw ngomongnya gimana)

Trus pas istirahat skitar jam 9an, gw ketemu Atikah Sayogo Putri ya, Oh My God! Dia ada "debate challenge" di SMA labschool.. wuiihh

Ok, back to the main topic, abis PM kita ganti kostum buat BT. Salsa bingung gitu deh mo pake kemeja kotak-kotak yang katanya kayak 'taplak' ato pake kaos kuning ama rompi item. nah, gw bingung kerudung gw mo digimanain. coz gw bawa krudung ganti-nya yang tipis lemes gitu lhooo..!! gak bawa topi daleman,lagi!! jadi mencang-mencong gitu krudungnyaaa trus agak nerawang!! at last i decided to double my 'year-book-costume jilbab' with my 'uniform jilbab'. haduhh. apa coba tuh artinya. udahlah ga penting. Some friends said my costume's cute. (thx to salsa, keziah, ines, dll)
trus, foto kelas bareng pak darto (in black cloat and shiny polished black hair) di lapangan SMA. trus, ada juga foto 10 ce 10 co dua kali di taman depan SMA yang gayanya bebas.. n gw kaget yaya pas gw nengok ke samping palanya grego ada di sebelah gw dengan gaya telunjuk dibibir yang dimonyongin, badan setengah rukuk tangan yang laen di belakang. Mo stress gak rasanya?! (he was just kidding, u know).



Well, after taking photos together, we had KFC for lunch. agak gimanaa gitu. abis KFC stau gw nyumbang israel. :( Pas makan, gw , salsa,fildza, hana duduk bareng ama Om widi ya, ok. trus dia nyeritain perjalanannya dia ke bali-lah, di labsky-lah, di australi.. hem.
dari sekolah, langsung menuju lokasi. di sana, anak cowok yang pertama foto. (scara mereka gak dandan,ya,) yang ceweknya siap-siap. Ftonya di GF(Ghani Fikri. ya nggak lah..ground floor). di situ ada taman. ada kolam renang se-panjang-panjangnya.

Apartmentnya ganang di lante 22. Nah, ceritanya, si hana, fildza ama ines mo ke apartmentnya tante rani (gw gatau syp). Gw ama salsa mo ngikut gitu. tpi kita gatau dimana. EEeeehh malah di suruh ke GF. kita jadi nikmatin pemandangan foto anak Cowok aje deh. Trus, mulailah anak ceweknya di suruh turun ke GF buat foto. Pas anak-anak cewek turun, gw ama salsa malah naek. Coz kita belom rapih-rapih (krudung gw ancur, rambut salsa brantakan).




Walhasil, gw n salsa buru-buru ke lt 22. di apartment itu susah buat naek turun lift. mesti pake kartu pemilik dulu, baru bisa. sedangkan kartunya cuma ada 2. di lantai 22, gw n salsa buru-buru pake 'make up' (tapi tipis). gw betulin krudung, salsa betulin rambut. huhu.. mana kemeja gw udah lecek lecek gitu. nah, masalah nya lagi, rambutnya salsa mo di curly gitu pinggir-pinggirnya. tapi gak ngerti arah roll nya kemana. akhirnya, kita minta ajarin diro. tpi diro mo buru-buru ke bawah, soo.. salsa otodidak ngeroll deh. finally, there were only us and some our friends that hadn't come who hadn't taken the 'individual' photo. gw ama salsa tinggal berdua di apartmentnya ganang! masih rapih-rapih. sedangakan yang laen nya lagi pada foto individu. Orangtua murid langsung pada bete gitu deh.. haha gara-gara kita lama.. akhirnya, kita buru-buru ke bawah (GF). Nyampe di GF, ternyata buntas juga blom foto(baru dateng, abis ngeband). fuihh.. at least we weren't the only ones. gw foto individu nya lama yaa.. ada aja yang kurang sregg (mesti di sreg-in.. guys, this is year book we're talking about!!). trus ya, ceritanya kita dateng ke lokasi foto bareng okta. trus gw foto duluan. abis itu salsa, nah, ternyata ada foto close up, walhasil gw difoto lagi. pas gw lagi difoto for the second time, si octa dateng. dan dengan bagus-nya dia ngira gw udah foto dari mule dia pergi, ampe dia dateng lagi..! najess padahal itu udah gantian,ya!

abis itu, gw ama yang lain ke atas (lt 22) lagi. istirahat. haha. siap-siap krn klompok gw foto indoor. kelompok gw foto terakhir. dan.. gatau deh hasilnya bagus apa nggak. abis udah jam 5.30an gitu. jadi udah sore bngt. udah pada capek. n terlebihnya, besoknya gw ada lomba, ya. ok. MGMP final di smp 68 praktikum gw blom blajar, ya Allah. hmm...

selsenya jam 5.40an gitu. gw gotong-gotong keyboard dibantuin ama kakak fotographernya ke lantai R1 (smacam lobby). pas baru mulai foto, tuh key board diangkut ama augy n hana (thx to them). yasuww deh.. abis itu gw naek mobil, and I went home. Journey's over.. finally..

best regard n thanks to : WOTK yang udah repot n kesel (apalagi ngurusin gw yang lamaa..n banyak maunya.. hehehe.. maaf tante..!!)
our fotographer (thx for letting me re-taking photos over n over again. aduuh klo tampang standar, standar aja deh, sar. mo di take brapa kali juga sama haha)
Ganang's family for letting us used their apartment for our purposes of year book photos.
My friends for being friendly n helped me anything it was.
My mom for making up my face
My sisters for helping me to choose the right T-shirt. hehhe..
Mr. Sudarto (yang akhirnya nyerah nge-debat n mau foto bareng 9e hahahha peace!!)
and, others who i can't say it one by one (because i forget or because too many others :))